I knew my emotions were out of control.
My heart was pounding.
My breathing fast and shallow.
Why, oh why did I do it anyways?
Anxious to get there?
Yes, all of those...
What did I do?
I should NEVER have done that, when I was upset with myself!
Fred, poor Fred...I'm so sorry, I never meant to hurt you! I'm going to take some quiet time, collect my thoughts and look at my emotions, and soon, yes soon, I will frog those stitches and make it up to you with the right color in the right spot!
Whew....I feel better for getting that off my chest....now to relax, undo what I did and start anew!